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Post by ShutterBug on Feb 27, 2009 19:15:57 GMT -5
Okay. Well, I've been hearing voices. Not voices that I know, mind you; random ones that I've never heard before pop into my head. I don't know why; am I going crazy or what? It's weird. I wrote down a few of the times. Here's what I got:
December 3 Wednesday 11:20 pm. Male voice popped into my head. Not Matts; sounded a LITTLE bit like joe from English.
December 6. 2 20 am. Voice said "what?" different than before.
Jan 6 twelve twenty seven am. The barn thief has been recovered. Womans voice?
January 23/24. Little girls voice. Said life or die or right (That's all I have down)
Last night I head a snooty voice say "Chelsea Tanner" and talk about her for a few minutes. There was a guy voice in there too, but I couldn't hear him clearly.
This has happened that I didn't record, because I couldn't really hear anything clearly. I don't know what's going on, and it's starting to piss me off and scare me. I don't know where to go to help; I wouldn't mind it happening (it doesn't really bother me) if I just knew WHY. Only a couple seem like they're talking to me (like the little girl. The most recent, it seemed kinda like when 2 ppl have a conversation extra loud in hopes you'll overhear.) Freakin' A! Agh. Any help, any inkling WHY I am hearing the voices?
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Post by KG on Feb 27, 2009 23:28:02 GMT -5
Sounds like Claraudience, like Clarvoyance, except it is hearing. I don't think it is anything to be afraid of, and no I don't think you are crazy. It's possible that there is even a natural explaination. I know sometimes metal objects will conduct radio signals, and as far as that goes it is hard to get away from other people's TVs Radios, and conversations. It is hard to rule that out completely, but if you are sure you weren't picking up TV or radio, or some physical people nearby, then that still isn't all that strange at least on this site. Anyway there are numerous things it could be, including some kind of telepathy, it sounds very random, since there are many voices. . Not much to go on here. If this were isolated I would think it might be your subconscious playing back something you heard Joe say earlier. Maybe you didn'thear it consciously, and your subconscious wanted you to recall it for some reason... but considering the rest of this, that seems less likely. One and two sylable words aren't unusual at all, but are frustrating cause they don't give us much of a clue. That is a strange sentence. If you heard it corectly it sounds historical. I mean barns were a more common thing in the past. Creepy. Why are little girls always creepy in the astral? Now there is something that can be researched. I Googled the name, and found several girls named Chelsea Tanner. First and most interesting. Here is a 15 year old girl who was involved with horse shows, and died in 2006... suddenly. I do not know what happened. She lived in South Carolina. She was also in art class, and participated in some large scale art project before she died. www.pphc.net/chelsea.htmwww.scnow.com/scp/news/local/article/art_students_hang_original_work_at_district_office/10109/Second is another young woman who is interested in Horses. She is a barrel Racer, and apparently did extremely well in High School Basketball as well. She lives in Salon Iowa. Most of the information I found was about her. www.chelseatanner.net/aboutme.htmHere is a Chelsea Tanner from Florida. I think she is 21 www.spock.com/Chelsea-Tanner-Nwxce1NN5Chelsea Tanner is also a fictional character in a music video called they show, by "Girl's Aloud" en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Show_(song)There are no doubt even more Chelsea Tanners than these, but it is a start. Sometimes it is just like that. We don't always know why we experience these things. Sometimes there is a clear reason, but other times we just pick up on stuff for no reason, and never even know where it came from.
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 1, 2009 20:16:40 GMT -5
There were no people physically near, at any of those times. No TVs on.
Last night I spent the night @ my friend's place. This is what I got down... Many voices at the same time. One said "Better chuck on it" male, bit of a country accent (I think he meant "check"). Sounded in mid twenties, early thirties? Woman said, "That's it! I've got it!" I didn't hear what she said next, others were talking over her. Another mentioned a mountain bike? A few minutes later, there was only one voice; it was male. Asked me about visions with guys in them?
>_<
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 4, 2009 21:56:16 GMT -5
Well, we're doing state-wide standardized testing at my school right now I was in my testing place (media center, woo). In the middle of the test, it felt like someone pressed like four fingertips into my shoulder and whispered "Samantha". I looked up, thinking, WTH, and no one was there. It was quite strange.
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 30, 2009 14:53:30 GMT -5
Last night, I was laying in bed, trying to get to sleep. I inhaled, and while I was inhaling I heard and felt a sharp exhalation right next to my face. A couple inches in front of my nose. I didn't hear inside my head, like most of the stuff I hear. It was on the outside.
And then this morning, as I was waking up, I felt someone touch my left shoulder and they may have whispered my name.
Wth. I wish I knew what the FRICK was going on. Dammit.
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Post by KG on Mar 31, 2009 8:40:09 GMT -5
Someone is trying to tell you you aren't alone. That was an astral body. I feel the same sensations from Gary when he is next to me in bed. Past that I have no way to know who. He sounds friendly though. Probably nothing to be alarmed about. It could be your soul mate. He is making his presence known to you, whoever he is.
BTW a real man in bed with you is more likely to take all the oxygen from your air when he inhales that close to you, exhail really smelly breath onto you, then snore so loudly you can't sleep... Just thought i'd warn you. Real men do not always feel as sweet as astral men. I think they are, but they are physical, and thus sometimes more annoying. An astral lover can be a tough act to follow in those kinds of ways.
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 31, 2009 14:19:30 GMT -5
Lol, I can't stand sharing my bed with people. I can't fall asleep without a lot of tossing and turning, and whenever I have to share a bed with someone, I generally get bitched at for moving around. And, I wish I had any idea on who it was. Or how often he's around. Or, just, SOMETHING.
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Post by KG on Mar 31, 2009 17:40:55 GMT -5
It sounds like you have yourself a spirit companion. I wish i could be more help on identifying him. Try talking to him, maybe he'll answer.
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 31, 2009 18:36:08 GMT -5
Answer...? Hm. Like, talk to him, out loud? Ha, I hope no one hears me, I'm sure they think I'm crazy enough as it is!
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Post by KG on Mar 31, 2009 19:08:14 GMT -5
LOL Tell me about it. My husband overheard me talking to Gary. He very carefully approached me several days later, and said, "Kim, I know it is normal for people to talk to themselves, but most people don't answer themselves calling themselves honey and sweetheart. Are you OK?"
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 31, 2009 19:33:02 GMT -5
LOL, that's quite hilarious. XD
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Post by ShutterBug on Apr 13, 2009 23:25:06 GMT -5
Everything sucks to F**king hell right now. 1. My mom lost her job in January. 2. She has cancer. Which means it'd be hard for her to get hired. 3. We only have enough $ for 6 more months. 4. My mom is being very bitchy right now (which is understandable) but this doesn't make it any easier to put up with her when she's a bitch. 5. I feel so utterly helpless. 6. My mother, when the going gets tough, abuses alcohol and perscriptions. Which in turn makes her stupid and bitchier than she is w/o the altering substances.
I'm going crazy. >_< I don't know what to do. I hate this. FUUUUUUUUUCK.
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Post by KG on Apr 14, 2009 0:27:39 GMT -5
I know it sucks. There might be some things you can do to make it suck less. 1. Apply for medicade for her, if you haven't already. She's going to need a lot of medical care. Much more than she, or anyone else for that matter, can afford. 2. Apply for foodstamps and any other government assistance you can get. There should be a department of social serivces that you can call and find out how to go about getting help. 3. Call local hotlines for information on assistance you can get. They are usually listed on a special page in the phone book, and also on line. PM me and give me the name of your city and county again... I don't remember, and I will help you look for help. 4. Go talk to your pastor. Maybe he can help you put together a plan. If you aren't currently in a church, then go find one, that is likely to offer services like counciling, and financial planning, and a food pantry etc. Some offer scholarships too. I could help you look for one of those on line also. Assemblies of God are usually very helpful with things like that, or they used to be, and a lot of large independent churches are also good. When you find a good pastor, don't be afraid to tell him everything. It is OK to be open, if you have a good one. Just show up sunday, and then call and ask for an appointment to speak with him. He will be happy to help in any way he can. IF you don't get sufficient help at one, then try another. 5. You could try to get a job this summer. It is not too soon to start applying now for that matter. You could work evenings and weekends now, and full time this summer if you can find anything. Try department stores, and fast food places. Ask that pastor about jobs too. Churches are great places to network, and find jobs. IT sounds like you should be the one to seek out help, especially at church. If she is being bitchy and drinking a lot, then you are the one they would take most seriously. Since you are only 16 You might need an adult to help apply for government programs, but then again maybe not... I am not sure, but she'd probably go with you to do it. In general if you take inititive to help, it might make her feel more secure and less afraid, and therefore less bitchy. Here is a helpful website to get you started. www.grants-online.com/usda-food-stamp/?gclid=CPjD6KjU75kCFQghnAodDDpaRQ
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Post by Xavrael on Apr 14, 2009 15:35:28 GMT -5
Hey... My mom passed away from cancer this past February and I don't know about the other stuff (food stamps)... but I know for my mom at least, going to church calmed her and made her feel better. Then again, she's always had a personal relationship to God, and I don't know where your mom stands, religion wise.
Even if she's not (religious) sometimes talking to a Priest or pastor can still be soothing. It may not seem like it, but it really does help (in my experience), as my brother also had cancer and he's not really religious but listening to what Mom had to say helped him out (he no longer has cancer).
One thing to keep in mind that no matter how many people are around your mom, she still might feel alone. Like there's no one that can really relate to what she's going through, or will go through if she decides to get on Chemo.
You're just going to have to have a lot of patience with your mom when she's having one of her bad days. And hopefully, if she goes to a cancer center or something, she can meet others who are going through what she's going through. People that can relate, and that will help out too, hopefully.
Just hang in there, and try to be strong without becoming a drone, holding everything in, even when you're alone. I did that for two and a half years while I took care of my mom by myself with the help of one of our family friends on occasion , taking her to places I didn't know how to get to.
I ended up being pretty numb until she passed away. I had to go to the emergency room the day after she passed because my body was reacting to my having held in my emotions all that time, and to grief. Vomiting, lightheaded or dizzy feelings, and other unwanted bodily functions.
And even now, my mind can still get foggy because i'm still trying to get over it. SO my point is... be strong, but it's also ok to be human. It's ok to Cry. I wish someone had told me that when this all started, so I'm telling you that now.
Be strong for her, don't forget that as hard as you have it, taking care of her, she has it (is going to have it if she hasn't started chemo yet) worse, so the most you can do is be there for her with the little things. Make her smile if you can. Little things help.
...anyway, sorry, rambling o.o I truly hope everything turns out well for your mom.
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Post by KG on Apr 14, 2009 19:15:56 GMT -5
Thank you Xav,
I know it isn't easy. It has been a year and a half for me, and I still have trouble talking about my dad, or really think too heavily on that time. Thanks for sharing that.
I'm still holding everything in. Like you though, I don't recomend it. I am afraid I was too hard seeming at that time. I didn't cry much. I tried not to fall apart, but I was inside, and then like you said, you become a drone... a zombie. Not much emotion on the surface, on the outside, I was confused a lot, denying what was going on so hard that I was barely getting through. Deep down though, I felt angry... not mad at God or anything, my mom asked me if it was that, but it wasn't. It was just rage like a bull repeatedly stabbed by invisable picadors. There was no one to blame. IT just hurt.
I know how that is, and it is very hard. Driving my Dad just seemed so strange. He always used to drive, and he was such a good driver. I got lost a few times and I couldn't think straight anyway most of the time. Wandering around in huge hospitals, and driving in towns I'd never been to before, and hope I never have to go back to were equally confusing. Afterwards there was all this feeling of not doing enough, even though it just takes over your life. It all rests on your shoulders, and it's hard to get past thinking you are supposed to be God, cause of the way parents look at you, and you are thinking, NO you are the one who knows everything, but they expect you to... and us drones are pretty clueless sometimes.
Sammi,
Is there some friend or family member you can call on for help? You and your brother are way too young to have to deal with the hospital part alone.
Kim
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