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Post by Wunderkind on Jul 1, 2010 23:28:06 GMT -5
I shouldn't have left you, without a dope beat to step to! Step to, step to, step, step to. --- Hello all! I really don't have terribly much to say, but I felt it would be rude to drop by, read a little and not say anything at all for the umpteenth time. Even if I don't have much to say. How's life... Life is actually pretty good! ;D My inner soul space is finally growing life again, which I'm happy about! It's not much compared to its former glory, but there are buds on the trees now, and the grass is starting to resemble a fresher shade of green. Certainly less clouds and less of a doomy-gloomy air, so we're getting there. I'm going to go read some posts now, but hi!
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Post by Wunderkind on Jul 2, 2010 1:12:27 GMT -5
And another thing. After reading about this "twilight" I was very curious. I still have no idea what you guys mean when you are referring to the twilight, as I feel that it is likely very different to what the phrase twilight means to me. Anyway, I was meditating on this and was suddenly in front of a wall. A mass of shifting jelly, if you will. The best image to describe it would be: or . Anyway, I sent a message to it, just saying hello with my energy. I got the sense that this jelly-thing had a habit of grabbing and then absorbing anyone and anything that it was aware of. You know, eating their energy and all that to create more of the trapped/purgatory-esque energy/emotion it let out. This "jelly" was odd, as if it was covered in some see-through layer (plastic) and it wasn't there, but it was. Like seeing something out of the corner of your eye and turning to face it only for it to be gone. Doctor Who would call this a "perception filter." But I was staring right at it, and I got the sense it felt the same way looking back at me, even if it had no eyes it felt as if many beings were watching me at once through one location. So I extended my hand, if it was afraid of me it wasn't a threat. And if I didn't want to be a threat to it, we should get along fine, right? A few little bits of the jelly extended to touch me, and then tried to retreat but my energy was like glue on my skin and it was stuck. Eventually I had it drag me into the world. Yet it didn't. I was there, yet I had never left. I almost felt as if I had been deceived, but I knew where I was! Cutting to the chase: this must be how limbos work. They drag you in, and then the energy around you convinces you that you have never left where you were previously, you never entered through a door. It must have been a dream. With that in mind, I opened my higher self's eyes and saw it for what it was. It was the middle of the blob, belly of the beast so to speak. My heart opened so I could receive this collective being and essentially my heart ate it. The jelly fought and cried and screamed and said it was in pain, and I promised it that it wouldn't hurt, the pain wasn't real, or at least it wouldn't last. At one point in time it was spat out before it was ready. What had happened is my energy was essentially eating the old energy and converting it into my own. This usually takes place very slowly (months or weeks in our time), but all at once? I can see this being painful. So this thing was like skin-jelly dripping off of it and you could see the bones. First it was just a skull with hair attached, some woman. Then there were tons of skeletons, mostly female and children and elders just falling out and lightly moaning. I then had to make it happen faster by completely shedding my skin and being pure energy, or I could risk losing them or my focus. I folded over them like a blanket of butterfly wings and compressed them- we went from a building to a baseball. When I realized them they turned into butterflies and they were absolutely beautiful, like this: I told them they could move on now, go someplace else and spread peace if they wanted, but no more pain. I left that place and found that the jelly-wall-that-wasn't was now a brick-wall-that-wasn't, so at least it seems like it will be harmless. I then called the butterflies and invited them to live in my spirit space, because it could use some happiness, so that's where a lot of them are staying. They are actually children-butterflies now, and pretty impressionable. I find it interesting because they are clearly children, but butterflies are the final stage of life before death- a bit of a paradox. When they are in human form their eyes still show that jelly, so I will have to find a new place for them to stay until they've completely healed. Some of their eyes are already changing to the glowing yellow of their butterfly form, so that's encouraging. It took me a while to explain this, but these events all took place quickly, less than two-three minutes. Oh, and what does twilight mean to you guys?
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Post by Kata Samoes on Jul 2, 2010 22:43:03 GMT -5
Image exceeded, another says [image].
I've seen Twilight not as a creature or feeding essence (plenty of those around), but the state of death before the soul becomes the spirit and leaves the body to pass on..or attempt to.
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Post by Del on Jul 3, 2010 0:25:40 GMT -5
I shouldn't have left you, without a dope beat to step to! Step to, step to, step, step to. --- Well hello there! I know this is totally off topic and will probably be moved... But watching this brought back fond memories of Aaliyah. I didn't know her personally in life, but I became acquainted with her after she died. I grieved so hard, that I ended up calling her soul to me and she stayed earthbound for a little over a year...almost two years. She would be in my room, my dreams, and would be upset when I'd leave my room for extended periods [like going to school and hanging out for too long]. I loved her soo much, that yes, I let her go after seeing she didn't belong in my room. She was my idol; I looked up to her, and in many ways wanted to be like her. Anyway, so seeing this video just reminded me of the time she and I spent together, in my room, her half here and half there, embracing me, talking to me, just being there. I never really understood how it was she came to stay with me for so long, but I guess there's a reason for everything. She did encourage me to 'look beyond' and to never stop. I admired her greatly. Still love her too. .:.sigh.:. I wonder where her essence is now....?
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Post by KG on Jul 3, 2010 0:48:22 GMT -5
I've always thougth of it as one of those overlapping plains... There are a lot of plains, There are several possibilities...16, 32, and 64 are my guesses, depending on how you look at it but this plain is negative and hellish... as nearly as I have seen. It involves some entities feeding off the misfortune of other entities, and they eat the suffering of others... and of course perpetuate the suffering of others in order to continue to feed off it... fruther they trick some people into thinking they are going to gain power, or feed off this energy. when in fact they are the ones being trapped and fed off of all along.
I can only see that plain when I'm physically near a portal or thinning of the veil near where I am standing. I can't travel where I want within it, but it probably covers the earth... whether in patches or all over I am not sure. I would never go there without good reason anyway, but I have had good reason before, and still couldn't get in. I do know that I cannot access Twilight where it enters from Kelara India, or surrounding areas So far I haven't been able to use any other portal that my friends who go there use. The one in Kelara India is the part of twilight I wish to go to in order to check this out. I know of several personal reasons I've had which I wished I could have gone in for, but I couldn't get in. I also know of another entrance that is like a swampy forest... there are mossy trees and water... but I can only go so far into that swamp. I did get in once with a friend, to a certain specific place there, but I had special authorization and help to get there. I only got to visit that one place. I tried to return to that place later, and found that I couldn't I had the illusion I was there at first, but then I realized it was a loop, like a clip of film that played over and over, and I wasn't really there. Usually if I've ever been somewhere I can link it and go back when I want, but not this place. It's really strange.
I agree that it smells of death, but also it's more than that... it is as Mem suggested a limbo, and not something that should be part of normal death... it's just one of the sticky traps that souls can get caught in. The souls of the living can also get trapped there, but they have to be lured and enticed. The recently dead are vernerable to all sorts of Limbos, and if they do not know exactly where to go they can get stuck in various limbos and unoffical hells. Now the real hell is another matter all together, as is real pergatory, but overall people go where their hearts are before they die... where their spirits stay and for those who are unaware of the spiritual or astral plains it is still apparent from their general disposition and outlook, where they are investing their souls.
Like most limbos there is something there, feeding off it, or rather a lot of somethings... it is a place that holds great negative power, and the power hungry are attracted to it... but even that is a trap. It feeds off you more than you feed off it... and it knows what it's doing. There is some corrupting force there... that is very very old, at least Atlantian, but probably older. People who's hearts live in Twilight, tend to become darker, and worse off if they stay too long... I do not like the effect it has on people. I've seen the effects, but I have not seen much of the place itself, and I am very annoyed that I can't at least go there for rescues.
As Mercy I rescue out of Hells and Limbos... mostly limbos, but I am not allowed to rescue out of twilight... at least not usually... I don't like to say can't because I do try and saying I can't seems counterproductive, but I'm not supposed to I don't think. If I knew who SAID I wasn't supposed to, I might be more compliant, but as it is, I dont' know who made the rule either.
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