Post by Del on Jul 5, 2012 12:41:28 GMT -5
I was born during a leap year...
And on a Saturday. I don't remember the last time my birthday was on a Saturday, but with the significance that's placed on a solar return, there is a specific cycle to take note of.
Mine is every 28 years. I also believe that one will go through a mimic of being created, conceived and birthed - grand changes will begin to take place approximately 8-12 months before the Solar Return.
It's something I have and am experiencing.
Maybe it also has something to do with this year being 2012; who knows. I just know that right now, I am in a lot of pain physically, yet my dreams point to something else entirely...something I never thought I'd see or experience.
I've always had dreams, in the past, that I would miss my train or would be on the wrong one going in the wrong direction. I would know where it is I needed to go, but would just be so caught up in how lost I was, I'd never get to where I needed to go.
Yesterday I dreamt I was on the right train; at the right stop; and got on at the right time. No fear, no panic.
This morning, I dreamt I was in a one story house.. similar to a timeshare cabin, only with one story. There was someone else inside of it, sleeping [possibly another part of myself], and I needed to close the doors, to keep things out and me in, while 'I' slept. This time around, I was able to close all of the doors, and keep them locked shut, using my power. The first time I had this dream, I couldn't keep the doors closed. Something else kept opening them and I had to fight It in order to protect the space [and failed miserably].
Changes, I know are happening. I just find it fascinating that this year's solar return is going to be as it was 28 years ago. WHAT an alignment.
But what's unsettling is, lately things appear to be illusory to me - the walls seems to be moving, as if it's a wavy film of oil on top of a body of water; the images in my room appear to be moving...my mother says it's probably because of the nerve damage caused by not sleeping correctly [waking up with a stiff neck]. I don't really buy it because it was back in May that I could have sworn the image of the stairs in the house appeared to have shaken, as if something shook the house. It looked as if what I was seeing was being interrupted.
For the past two days I've not been feeling really well...my entire spine feels stiff and achy...
What if there's a reset for me this Saturday? What if nothing happens? I guess we'll wait and see...
Every 28 years...something else is born and revealed. Fancy that...
And on a Saturday. I don't remember the last time my birthday was on a Saturday, but with the significance that's placed on a solar return, there is a specific cycle to take note of.
Mine is every 28 years. I also believe that one will go through a mimic of being created, conceived and birthed - grand changes will begin to take place approximately 8-12 months before the Solar Return.
It's something I have and am experiencing.
Maybe it also has something to do with this year being 2012; who knows. I just know that right now, I am in a lot of pain physically, yet my dreams point to something else entirely...something I never thought I'd see or experience.
I've always had dreams, in the past, that I would miss my train or would be on the wrong one going in the wrong direction. I would know where it is I needed to go, but would just be so caught up in how lost I was, I'd never get to where I needed to go.
Yesterday I dreamt I was on the right train; at the right stop; and got on at the right time. No fear, no panic.
This morning, I dreamt I was in a one story house.. similar to a timeshare cabin, only with one story. There was someone else inside of it, sleeping [possibly another part of myself], and I needed to close the doors, to keep things out and me in, while 'I' slept. This time around, I was able to close all of the doors, and keep them locked shut, using my power. The first time I had this dream, I couldn't keep the doors closed. Something else kept opening them and I had to fight It in order to protect the space [and failed miserably].
Changes, I know are happening. I just find it fascinating that this year's solar return is going to be as it was 28 years ago. WHAT an alignment.
But what's unsettling is, lately things appear to be illusory to me - the walls seems to be moving, as if it's a wavy film of oil on top of a body of water; the images in my room appear to be moving...my mother says it's probably because of the nerve damage caused by not sleeping correctly [waking up with a stiff neck]. I don't really buy it because it was back in May that I could have sworn the image of the stairs in the house appeared to have shaken, as if something shook the house. It looked as if what I was seeing was being interrupted.
For the past two days I've not been feeling really well...my entire spine feels stiff and achy...
What if there's a reset for me this Saturday? What if nothing happens? I guess we'll wait and see...
Every 28 years...something else is born and revealed. Fancy that...