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Post by lordazurath on Nov 3, 2007 17:59:24 GMT -5
noting the general deadieness of this forum lately..
anything interesting happening with anybody?
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Post by Ashira Bloodmoon on Nov 3, 2007 18:58:25 GMT -5
It's usually slow this time of year anyway. I do not have anything going on, even though Lan seems to always be busy of late.
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Post by lordazurath on Nov 3, 2007 19:40:30 GMT -5
aye..
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Post by KG on Nov 5, 2007 23:13:27 GMT -5
I am really busy trying to be there for my parents. My dad is better than he was, but there have been some setbacks.
He can't swallow because the paramedics injured his trachea and esophagus, inserting the airway. A certain amount of that is to be expected and I am not complaining. Had they not forced the airway in quickly he would have died. Unfortunately today his feeding tube backed up, and some of it went into his lungs. The doctors are freaked out. My mom has been freaking out... I am trying to have faith, and do what I can in the way of healing, but I am getting really exhausted.
My mom wants to be at the hospital from 8 AM to 9 PM, which can be very draining. I usually make two or three of the four alowed visits... plus a few times when they show special consideration, and let us stay in longer. MOM is there all day. I run errands for her, and the rest of my family during part of that time. I hate being at the hospital all day, because something is going wrong with the energy there again, and I don't have the strength to fix it right now. I will work on it more tomorrow. I can't stand collections of dark depressing energy, yet it seems to be impacting me, and what I am trying to do for my dad, more than I would like because I am so tired.
All day today I got that weird feeling of movement, as if I were in an elevator, even when I wasn't. The colors started getting too bright, and the edges of things started looking crooked. In short things started to look fake, or dream like. As if a very poor artist painted this reality. I am not sure, maybe it is just because I am exhausted, but I started to think that it is because the world is an illusion, and maybe if I see it for the illusion it is, I can change that illusion in the way I would like. All i have to do now is get some rest, and give that a shot tomorrow morning.
Kim
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Post by lordazurath on Nov 5, 2007 23:25:36 GMT -5
yes.. the world bends to the observers eye.. but you need strong enough will
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Post by a'Lan Mandragoran on Nov 6, 2007 18:02:30 GMT -5
Best of luck. I'll be trying to keep everything I've got going up. Since my problems have been fixed, healing's felt odd to me, but it seems to work better than what I used to do. Ash and I will keep a vigil up for your father. Get some rest if you can.
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