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Post by a'Lan Mandragoran on Jun 18, 2010 17:30:58 GMT -5
While I was meditating today, I felt myself lift away from my body but when I stopped, I saw a wolf. While this is nothing entirely new to me, the fact that he spoke to me with many voices, not just one, like usual. He also only said one word "Araankara." He then made me see many stones in several nested circles with a large, singular, flat one in the middle with blood on it. These stones were in the middle of some kind of city. There were seven circles, one inside the other and then the alter with blood. I felt dread, fear and surprisingly, Light. While some symbols are familiar, seven for perfection, blood for power or loss, circle for interconnection and infinity, I do not quite understand the term "Araankara" or the feelings imparted to me. It's been bothering me for the past few hours and I cannot wrap my head around any of it.
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Post by KG on Jun 18, 2010 18:45:17 GMT -5
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Post by Kata Samoes on Jun 18, 2010 23:33:55 GMT -5
Fascinating.
I'm going to have ponder on the meaning of this event, as I feel a pull to this.
Where is our resident guardian when we need him? I want Xaviel's take on this.
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Post by KG on Jun 19, 2010 8:05:48 GMT -5
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Post by Ashira Bloodmoon on Jun 29, 2010 13:03:42 GMT -5
Lan's physical body passed out shortly after making the post. I am using his friend's. He was trying to contact the wolf that showed him his vision again to see what's going on. I'm worried. I've been in Lan's friend's body for almost three days. He's almost like, comatose... He moves only to relieve himself and to eat... Is there anything Lan's friend or I can do to help him get back to normal?
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Post by KG on Jun 29, 2010 21:37:02 GMT -5
I just read this... trying to figure out what to do, and where Lan is... Is HE in his body? Or is it just on autopilot? I gather you can't get in the body? I mean normally you can run Lan's body... or is it just that Lan's body itself won't work?
If Lan is in Twilight... I cannot go... or at least I never have been able to. I can see entities from there, and I can go to the edges or sometmes a little way into the border, but I cannot cross over into the heart of that place. I am not sure why. Sometimes I can go with someone else, or achieve co-awareness with someone there, at least enough to communicate or see what's going on, but not usually.
I do not know for sure what has happened, but I'm trying to see what I can. Please message back.
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Post by KG on Jun 29, 2010 22:05:41 GMT -5
I'm not sure but I sense that Lan is OK in his most powerful form. His spirit and soul seem very powerful, but there is a problem with the in the mind of the in body part of Lan. I think he's there, but mind blown... at least that's what I call it. Sometimes we see things that just shock us to the core. I've had that problem before. I think it's possible that's what's happened but I am not sure. I do sense some odd activity coming from his physical brain, as if something just won't process. Anyway I could be wrong, because well anything to do with twilight just confuses me, and I can't see what may have happened there, but it's possible that he's in some sort of mental or emotional shock from something he's seen or understood from there. There are some things you could try, but IDK how successful they would be. If you could get him to focus on something very simple for a while... like a sit com on TV or just looking out the window, or having a really simple conversation... anything very familiar and basic it might help. No complex things for a while. Nothing that would provoke deep thought... Tetrus or some other basic graphics game might help. Anything to pull that amazing thought from the top of his mind... presuming I'm right about him being mind blown. Anyway when I get that way that's usually the problem, though an astral injury is also a possible cause. Also if he took the part of himself that is usually physical, instead of his higher self, the wolf... well that can cause problems. Can you see how he is in Tyrea? I mean how is he not in body? There is a form of him that is higher than that, and that's the one I am sure is OK. I haven't checked Tyrea yet... but I am going to. IT would be quicker and easier for you though. Are you there? OH and I had started a discussion of this situation on the staff only board. You might want to read that for more information... if it's hard from within the friend though I understand. Basically I think the place Lan saw was in Twilight, and that beings from Twilight took Sarah there and tried to kill her recently. They did harm her... but she's OK now. It's a very dangerous situation... and The place Lan saw is a very dangerous place. Very creepy, and the whole place is full of illusion. Overall Lan needs to stay away from that place... we all do, but I do think his higher self is OK... don't know about his wolf form... and I am very concerned about his lower self's mental state after whatever he's been through. I'm sure it was rough... spiritsense.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=staff&thread=731&page=1
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Post by Ashira Bloodmoon on Jun 30, 2010 0:10:56 GMT -5
I think Lan might be tanking care of something in there.... Not sure... either that or he's broken himself on purpose... kind of like a shoulin monk pounding a huge slab of metal or stone until his fists are covered in micro-fractures or full on breaks just to be stronger when they heal... no clue... at all...
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Post by KG on Jun 30, 2010 19:38:45 GMT -5
How's he doing now? Let me know please... I'll continue to do all I can... which isn't a lot right now, I admit. Please keep me posted.
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Post by Ashira Bloodmoon on Jul 1, 2010 2:33:22 GMT -5
His body now accepts me at least... but mentally he's still not home. I do sense he has a purpose behind this. I'm still trying to figure out what his vision meant. I read some of the other postings... all interesting and I hope this isn't a sign of things to come.
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Post by KG on Jul 1, 2010 18:47:43 GMT -5
Twilight is very dangerous. I hope he didn't get injured there. I think though it could have just given him a lot to deal with... think about or maybe it explained something else he's seen... I can't tell, but I sense he's OK in his higher forms, so eventually he'll be back. Snowfox was gone for about six months... so i hope he makes it back a lot quicker. Anyway keep me posted and let me know. So he doesn't seem to be in body at all? That's a serious problem.
Kata, do you have any ideas? I really do not know what to do.
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Post by Kata Samoes on Jul 2, 2010 13:25:27 GMT -5
He's sleeping.
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Post by a'Lan Mandragoran on Jul 5, 2010 18:17:17 GMT -5
An open mind is like a fortress with its gates unbarred and unguarded during a siege...
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Post by KG on Jul 5, 2010 20:06:42 GMT -5
Very true. One does need to guard one's fortress... and that seems to get harder every day. Are your invaders entities or thoughts and ideas or perhaps visions? What happened Lan?
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Post by a'Lan Mandragoran on Jul 6, 2010 0:57:50 GMT -5
Yes. Nothing.
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