Post by KG on Feb 18, 2008 3:01:56 GMT -5
Hi it's me Gary,
I don't post a lot but something has been bothering me, and I wanted to share it. lots of people I've talked to through Kim, and listened to lately are worried about being normal, and what is going on inside their skulls. I don't think anyuone is normal. I have a unique position as a disincarnate. I have the ability to see and hear people's thoughts a little more clearly than most empaths. I can even go inside if I want.
Now Kim and I were talking about this a while back, and she snipped that little quote out of it to share with you. She put it at the bottom of her posts as a signature... but I don't think it is enough for you to get what I am saying. Normal is for actions... if you don't act normal in this world you get into all kinds of trouble. Abnormal behavior is self distructive, and detrimental to your overall cause... no matter what your goals are. Normal doesn't apply to thoughts, or desires. No one in their right minds acts on all their impulses. No one acts out all their fantasies... you aren't supposed to have to do any of that. Much of it would be impossible, and some of it you would go to jail for, and most all of it would be offensive to some people.
Everyone has kinky fantasies, or wishes they could just choke someone from time to time... or maybe they have an intelectual concept that they are trying to work out in their heads and they just get a little obcessed with it. They keep thinking and thinking, and wishing and wishing, but overall they know it can't happen... and probably they wouldn't really like it if they did. People constantly do those kinds of mental exercises... what if I went to get a loaf of bread and never came home. I could go to Florida... or Vegas and just disappear..... or what if birds flew backwards? or Maybe I could fly if the wind was just right? We all have nutty kinds of thoughts... sometimes they are sinsiter, like thinking of murder, or thinking of suicide, or thinking of asault or torture, or that little impulse that makes you want to have a momentary lapse of sanity and run over someone with the car? You'd never do it. Not in a million years, and yet you picture these things, day in and day out, and if anyone were to ask you, you'd lie your ass off and swear it wasn't true.
The thing is that people assume that no one else is thinking that, and everyone is so quick to deny because they are ashamed. They think that just thinking something is somehow wrong, but they can't help it. It just pops into their minds and they can't stop it fast enough not to see the mental image. It is normal... or if not normal at least average. Everyone does it... Yet people spend their lives worrying about these things. They think they are freaks... most everyone deep down thinks they have it in them to be a mass murderer, or a cerial killer, or a prostitute, or commit henious acts and crimes against nature so to speak... but this isn't the case really. Most of these people are horrified with the very idea that they have these thoughts however fleeting they may be. They are repulsed by most of it, and aroused by some, and not really that interested in finding out where those thoughts might lead them if they focused on it too long.
where do these thoughts come from? Well some are external spirits and entities, but many come from deep within you... they could relate to a childhood memory, or they could relate to past life experince. How do you think it impacts a soul to suffer through torture at the hands of an inquisitor, or burned at the stake as a witch, or accused of herasy and thrown into a fire? How did it feel to kill in a war, be killed in turn, and then suddenly wake up an infant in a strange place? These things etch into our memory forever, but not always on a conscious level... we see it or something similar in our mind's eye and we feel something... by then the emotions have changed and altered in nature. WE don't know if it is a good feeling or a bad feeling anymore, only that it is exciting in some way, and full of emotions we can't quite place.
Within each human mind are thousands of misfiled memories, that are misfiled because we dont' understand them, or have any way to relate them to anything in our lives. We misunderstood some incident or saying in our childhood. We thought someone was doing one thing, and they were doing another. We remember things a bit differently than they really happened, and we saw things we didn't have words or explainations for. We remembered our past lives as children, but didn't have any explaination for what we were seeing and why. The things we saw were just flashes of color and light, with emotions... powerful emotions, and forms we could not quite make out. Things happened in those visions that small children can't understand, and shouldn't try to, so we forgot them in a way, but not completely. Our subconscious continued to try to work and make sense of them. The glempse at our own spiriutal nature led us astray because we can't see the whole picture at once. The vison of darker passions in our hearts led us to think that we were in fact doomed to failure... or damned, and definitely insane.
Everyone has these things. We neither control them, or cause them... they are hardwired into our brains, but we do not have to act on them... we don't have to make them physical, or even astral if we don't want. We can just stop and think a moment and realize we are not that thought. That thought is not what it seems... it has an explaination, and not what we would assume at first. It is misfiled, it is misaligned with who we are. We are benevolent creatures, and these things are merely shadows of things that happened long ago. We have thoughts, but we are not our thoughts. We have visions, but we are not the product of our visions. We have knowledge but we are so much more than knowledge. We are spirit, and soul, and heart... as well as flesh and bone, and we choose what we become and what we do. Daily we choose who we really are, what we stand for, and what we allow ourselves to do. Negative impulses play a very small part in all this. Why? because we have a higher calling to fulfil. We aren't slaves to our minds, our minds serve us... as tools to acomplish what we WILL to do.
I don't post a lot but something has been bothering me, and I wanted to share it. lots of people I've talked to through Kim, and listened to lately are worried about being normal, and what is going on inside their skulls. I don't think anyuone is normal. I have a unique position as a disincarnate. I have the ability to see and hear people's thoughts a little more clearly than most empaths. I can even go inside if I want.
Now Kim and I were talking about this a while back, and she snipped that little quote out of it to share with you. She put it at the bottom of her posts as a signature... but I don't think it is enough for you to get what I am saying. Normal is for actions... if you don't act normal in this world you get into all kinds of trouble. Abnormal behavior is self distructive, and detrimental to your overall cause... no matter what your goals are. Normal doesn't apply to thoughts, or desires. No one in their right minds acts on all their impulses. No one acts out all their fantasies... you aren't supposed to have to do any of that. Much of it would be impossible, and some of it you would go to jail for, and most all of it would be offensive to some people.
Everyone has kinky fantasies, or wishes they could just choke someone from time to time... or maybe they have an intelectual concept that they are trying to work out in their heads and they just get a little obcessed with it. They keep thinking and thinking, and wishing and wishing, but overall they know it can't happen... and probably they wouldn't really like it if they did. People constantly do those kinds of mental exercises... what if I went to get a loaf of bread and never came home. I could go to Florida... or Vegas and just disappear..... or what if birds flew backwards? or Maybe I could fly if the wind was just right? We all have nutty kinds of thoughts... sometimes they are sinsiter, like thinking of murder, or thinking of suicide, or thinking of asault or torture, or that little impulse that makes you want to have a momentary lapse of sanity and run over someone with the car? You'd never do it. Not in a million years, and yet you picture these things, day in and day out, and if anyone were to ask you, you'd lie your ass off and swear it wasn't true.
The thing is that people assume that no one else is thinking that, and everyone is so quick to deny because they are ashamed. They think that just thinking something is somehow wrong, but they can't help it. It just pops into their minds and they can't stop it fast enough not to see the mental image. It is normal... or if not normal at least average. Everyone does it... Yet people spend their lives worrying about these things. They think they are freaks... most everyone deep down thinks they have it in them to be a mass murderer, or a cerial killer, or a prostitute, or commit henious acts and crimes against nature so to speak... but this isn't the case really. Most of these people are horrified with the very idea that they have these thoughts however fleeting they may be. They are repulsed by most of it, and aroused by some, and not really that interested in finding out where those thoughts might lead them if they focused on it too long.
where do these thoughts come from? Well some are external spirits and entities, but many come from deep within you... they could relate to a childhood memory, or they could relate to past life experince. How do you think it impacts a soul to suffer through torture at the hands of an inquisitor, or burned at the stake as a witch, or accused of herasy and thrown into a fire? How did it feel to kill in a war, be killed in turn, and then suddenly wake up an infant in a strange place? These things etch into our memory forever, but not always on a conscious level... we see it or something similar in our mind's eye and we feel something... by then the emotions have changed and altered in nature. WE don't know if it is a good feeling or a bad feeling anymore, only that it is exciting in some way, and full of emotions we can't quite place.
Within each human mind are thousands of misfiled memories, that are misfiled because we dont' understand them, or have any way to relate them to anything in our lives. We misunderstood some incident or saying in our childhood. We thought someone was doing one thing, and they were doing another. We remember things a bit differently than they really happened, and we saw things we didn't have words or explainations for. We remembered our past lives as children, but didn't have any explaination for what we were seeing and why. The things we saw were just flashes of color and light, with emotions... powerful emotions, and forms we could not quite make out. Things happened in those visions that small children can't understand, and shouldn't try to, so we forgot them in a way, but not completely. Our subconscious continued to try to work and make sense of them. The glempse at our own spiriutal nature led us astray because we can't see the whole picture at once. The vison of darker passions in our hearts led us to think that we were in fact doomed to failure... or damned, and definitely insane.
Everyone has these things. We neither control them, or cause them... they are hardwired into our brains, but we do not have to act on them... we don't have to make them physical, or even astral if we don't want. We can just stop and think a moment and realize we are not that thought. That thought is not what it seems... it has an explaination, and not what we would assume at first. It is misfiled, it is misaligned with who we are. We are benevolent creatures, and these things are merely shadows of things that happened long ago. We have thoughts, but we are not our thoughts. We have visions, but we are not the product of our visions. We have knowledge but we are so much more than knowledge. We are spirit, and soul, and heart... as well as flesh and bone, and we choose what we become and what we do. Daily we choose who we really are, what we stand for, and what we allow ourselves to do. Negative impulses play a very small part in all this. Why? because we have a higher calling to fulfil. We aren't slaves to our minds, our minds serve us... as tools to acomplish what we WILL to do.