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Post by a'Lan Mandragoran on Jun 21, 2006 19:08:31 GMT -5
For the past three or so days, I've been having the same reoccurring dream involving a female wolf and her kids. I start out walking out of my house, which seems to be in the middle of the woods and I start out in the direction where I know there's a town, I guess to get supplies or something. It's a long walk, about two days, I have a cart and a tent and food for the trip... As I walk, I feel like I'm being watched. I look to the left and there is this beautiful white wolf with three male pups. There was a white, a gray and a black one. The gray one seemed to have purple eyes and the other two had normal wolf eyes though all four of them watched me as I passed by. I keep on walking and I feel them behind me, the little gray one leading the other three and the mother behind them all. I got the feeling the mother was familiar... Like I'd seen her before. I keep going tho and I get a flash that the mother wolf is an ex-girlfriend... someone I loved deeply and still do... I stop and look behind me and all I see is the little gray pup, who attacked me... I wake up at this point... Why I say something now is because when I woke up this morning, I had a bloody nose and cuts on my arms... I don't know what's going on but today I've been scared to look outside even.
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Post by KG on Jun 22, 2006 23:40:08 GMT -5
Well astral dog bites are possible and they can leave marks. I have seen cases of it personally. Don't get too freaked out though. It is also possible that you injured yourself, possibly sleepwalking or thrashing around or clawing yourself in your sleep. Sleepwalking injuries can also be very confusing and suspicious seeming, if you don't usually sleepwalk, so it isn't necessarily supernatural, but it could be.
Anyway use whatever healing techniques you know to make this heal, and dont' think you are turing into something. I will check it out astrally if you need for me to, but it is probably alright. To check on you I would have to locate you astrally, and so far I haven't.
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Post by a'Lan Mandragoran on Jun 23, 2006 4:33:17 GMT -5
Same dream again lastnight and I woke up from it not ten minutes ago tonight... my current GF is scared shitless and thinks I'm a cutter. She's tryin to get me in to see the school shrink but I know where that'll lead. I'm tired and I've been fully shielded 26/9 since I saw the red sun stuff and had the other odd dream.
Last night it was the little white pup that attacked me and the gray one stood back laughing it seemed..
Tonight it was the black one...
This situatuon almost reminds me of when I found my elemental fire abilities... The dream is quite similar, really. All that's different is that I'm walking in this one and I was sitting by a fire in the other. Also that there were no cubs. I think it was the same female wolf in both dreams. In the one that gave me fire wolf side, the wolf lept out of the fire at attacked and then was absorbed into me. In this one the one that attacks wants to do me harm.
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Post by Wunderkind on Jun 23, 2006 21:39:07 GMT -5
Hm, well when comparing it to your firewolf dream it could be an extreme case of undealt with emotions. Whether it is you and your representations or the representations of your ex, something is undone and needs to be confronted and either left behind or resolved. If you obsorbed the firewolf I suggest you try invoking it.
You can invoke it one of two ways:
1) Meditate on your firewolf until you have a sound connection with it. Then meditate on your dreams and call the firewolf to help you.
2) During your actual dream (if you can) try and invoke your firewolf. A good way to prepare is to try and feel your connection to it before you sleep.
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