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Post by Del on Dec 28, 2011 6:21:43 GMT -5
So I've been posting a lot lately, on a forum specifically for survivors of rape, sexual assault, s. abuse, etc, etc. and it's helped so much.
I haven't read ALL of the stories; it's not necessary. But it's sure helpful knowing that I am being supported and listened to without judgement.
It's also opened up the part of me that's wanted to write for some time.
I remember starting a blog about wanting to write and be candid and open about it, and *he* showed up [although posted anonymously] and started commenting on my posts. I knew it was him because of his writing style and the energetic signature belong to him. I deleted the blog.
I just feel like a door that was blocking me out has been destroyed and I like how I feel now.
Maybe it has to do with being hurt and betrayed, that I can stand and speak out. Don't know, bu I do know that I just feel a lot more, after finally sharing.
So I will go to Thailand to heal and study yoga [tantra and kundalini yoga and esoteric sciences mixed in, along with vedic and ancient yogic knowledge].
I don't have a plan for working...I'm just going with one month's salary and will pray that it all works the way it's supposed to.
Because each time I 'plan' for such things, they never work out....
So the only things planned are my flight, and to study and heal while in nature....
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Post by KG on Jan 6, 2012 15:25:48 GMT -5
It sounds like a good plan. I love that you travel so easily. I am so tied to this spot it isn't funny. I am like a tree communicating with a tern which traverses the ocean. It is wonderful.
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