Hey yall. I'm just wandering. What was it like for yall when you first got into psionics? What are some highlites, bad...lights?, you know.
The first thing I remember was....um, well at that time I was dabbling in my mother's religion and witchcraft. I was basically a non-conformist with most of the stuff, but I distinctively remember conjuring the Witches of the Night. In Yoruba, ther are three kinds: White, Black, and Red. As you can probably guess, the higher the list the more powerful and hardest to appease. I remember conjuring the Reds to assist in saving a life and boy, the power trip was awesome. What was even greater was the fact that I didn't use any 'spells'. Another highlight was since my awakening, age 14, each summer I'd learn something new' something new would be revealed, the latter always being intense. My first few OBEs scared me crapless until I got hte hang of it, and during the first two years, a lot of spirits took advantage of my awakening to either bother me or give me messages.
The biggest highlight was meting my soulmate for hte first time...our FIRST kiss ;D*squeals in delight*
Okay, anyway....the bad...lites were when I attraced the incubi. Now that may seem cool because of hte pleasure, but tust me, they are a pain in the tush. It's hard to get trid ofhtem if you don't knwo what you're dealing with or how to. I mean I had to truly want it deep down or hte slightest thought of the encounters would just bring them back. I was stuck with them for about one year.
Another downside, I'm sure a few has had the unpleasant pleasure...being persude by big things in the astral that just aren't the best of things....
"It is not enough to CONQUER. One must know how to SEDUCE." -voltaire
You have 7 years to practice, for when your child and husband enters your life space, it will be a delightful disruption, but non the less, it will be disruptive and you will need to go back to that place of aloneness.
When I started, I was just playing around when my friend who was sitting across the table from me got his hand burnt on a hot plate at lunch. My first act was a phyical healing. The down side was that I was sick for a few hours. I still get sick no matter what I do no matter how bit or small an act. It's rather bad.
a'Lan Mandragoran: There is no more life here!!!!!! WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?! mew
Apr 8, 2014 14:01:20 GMT -5
Del: Oh a'Lan...I'm sorry about that....
May 31, 2014 2:51:15 GMT -5
Xavrael: I can only assume that life happened, a'Lan. =]
Jun 6, 2014 21:55:03 GMT -5
a'Lan Mandragoran: Glad to see that people are still alive! sorta... Just lettin people know I'm still kicking, myself. there WAS something going on back in April but I now have forgotten what it was. Meh
Jun 16, 2014 13:41:14 GMT -5
KG: Didn't realize it had been so long. Yes, I am still living... it's been tough lately though. Still hanging in there. Trying to write a book... broke as usual. LOL
Sept 1, 2014 20:32:27 GMT -5
Kata Samoes: There's a box?!
Oct 13, 2014 18:51:41 GMT -5
KG: Help!!!! Things are not going well, and I didn't want to bring you guys down, but I really could use a bit of help from some of you wise sages I was lucky enough to meet.
Apr 2, 2015 10:01:36 GMT -5
KG: Wow one problem has improved already. Anyway, I think things are a lot better... Thanks you guys.
Apr 2, 2015 23:56:23 GMT -5
Del: I should...perhaps, be a bit more attentive to this site, now-a-days...
Jul 21, 2015 9:17:09 GMT -5
KG: I plan to start posting regularly here again. Join me if you like. I just left a post on dark night of the soul. Input is appreciated immeasurably, but not required. Love you all.
Oct 10, 2015 1:20:17 GMT -5