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Post by lordazurath on Feb 17, 2008 13:14:01 GMT -5
not that she's aware of. as far as i see, no. just. almost.
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Post by ~Sephity~ on Feb 17, 2008 13:49:12 GMT -5
Ah ok. Because the only thing that came to my mind was that you might have been seeing an experience from her point of view or something.
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Post by ShutterBug on Feb 17, 2008 16:50:55 GMT -5
also, when i'm in bed and lying on my back, I can't breathe well. Az thinks that might be a part of it too.
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Post by ~Sephity~ on Feb 17, 2008 18:21:18 GMT -5
That could also just you not having very good lungs and the pressure on your chest due to your boobs, and many other things.
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Post by ShutterBug on Feb 17, 2008 18:42:28 GMT -5
but i feel fine when i lay on my stomach, which SHOULD be worse.
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Post by ~Sephity~ on Feb 17, 2008 19:42:16 GMT -5
mmm, iono.
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Post by ShutterBug on Feb 17, 2008 21:03:37 GMT -5
i called my mom, and apparently i used to sleep on my back just fine. hm...
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Post by ~Sephity~ on Feb 17, 2008 21:32:00 GMT -5
Hmm...welp...idk then >.< lol
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Post by ShutterBug on Feb 23, 2008 10:06:18 GMT -5
For the past two nights, I have had dreams with a lot of food. The first dream the one food item I remember is grapes, the green kind (I find that strange because i prefer the red kind). i was packing my lunch with them. Then last night i first remember being with my mom & twin brother Bobby. We were at a movie theater, I think. I had a Mountain Dew original (baja blast is better ^.^) and it was like a big cup. Next thing I remember I am at my lil sister's daycare playing a videogame. The videogame was like Mariokart DS with, in the races, obstacles from Daxter (PSP). Then, from there, I remember being in my school's cafeteria, in the lunch line. I got a steak and cheese and was about to pay when I decided it wasnt enough and went back to get something else. I got this GINORMOUS salad (Az- bigger than tht one at TGI Fridays). It had bread and stuff in it... the food seemed so real, but yet, I knew it was a dream. The salad had zesty italian (kraft brand) salad dressing. The bread (whole grain) was soggy with it. the lettuce was amazingly fresh and crisp. I don't know if I ever had the steak and cheese I bought, though. And! I just remembered that, in my dream, during lunch, I realized I hadnt done my Spanish homework and started freaking cuz its 3 pages and when I remembered I had 5 minutes left.
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 3, 2008 7:01:21 GMT -5
New dream! This was... around Fridayish. I was going to my aunts wedding. I wanted to wear a pair of khaki pants with a nice shirt. My stepmom started bitching at me to change. Finally, to shut her up, as we were getting in the car, i ran upstairs, and put on the dress. with sneakers (: lol she was so pissed. I then also got yelled at for making us late. When we got there, I was the only one dressed up. I was like WTH RAWR! Then this guy was tryin to molest me (i am really starting to get sick of dreams with me almost being molested!) rawrrr these things on the counter started filling up with water and so did the floor. When it was ankle deep i woke up.
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Post by KG on Mar 4, 2008 3:06:22 GMT -5
The wedding signifies new commitments, and new beginings, something is changing rapidly in your life. The aunt represents an aspect of yourself, becoming connected to something or someone and making a commitment.
You are begining to feel that the only reason your step mom is concerned for you is because of the way you appear to others... or at least she is interested in how you appear to be on the outside... you don't like being judged by your outward appearnce, and surface personality. You feel she is trying to change you to suit her whims, and prejudices. You are unsure of your role in the situation, and unsure what she wants.
Your shirt is symbolic of your emotions, and she wants you to change. You resist. Your pants indicate that you are trying to be practical and strong, and she wants to make you more... what is the word... frivolous, prissy, shallow... something like that. You go along as far as displaying your feminine side. You are a girl and are not in denial about it. but you hang on to your sneekers.
Shoes represent your convictions, beliefs and overall approach to life. No wonder you don't want to change shoes for someone else. You know who you are and what you stand for, and somethings you will never change. You are comfortable with who you are, and that is good enough.
I found this in the dream dictionary also.
I don't think your step mom is evil... more like overly concerned, but it is certainly true that she is pestering you, and making it hard to act natural around her.
Being late also indicates your unwillingness to change. Technically it would be fear of change, but I don't think you fear it as much as you just feel that it isn't necessary to change yourself to please someone else, and frankly I agree.
The molestation issue is becoming clear in this dream. You feel something or someone is interfering with your self esteme and emotinal well being. You litterally feel violated and intruded on and taken advantage of. If you take this in the context of the rest of the dream... well people trying to change you to suit their own whims is a violation and an intrusion.
Water rising in the house represent overwhelming emotions.
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 17, 2008 12:31:06 GMT -5
Last night, in my dream, I was driving a racecar. It was at a fair. In my dream, my family had always dominated at the event, for a hundred years. I won also, even though I was just in a normal truck. My dad was there... he was so proud of me. It was my first race.
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Post by KG on Mar 18, 2008 22:50:17 GMT -5
Driving in a dream is a sign that you are in control, or taking control of your life. Winning means that you have conquored your self doubts, and now you are confident and believe in yourself.
Your family being involved could mean that you feel they are behind you in whatever you do. It could also mean that you feel you have a greater chance of succeeding because of their previous success.
Overall it is a very positive dream.
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Post by ShutterBug on Mar 20, 2008 10:25:41 GMT -5
I had a very strange dream last night. In it, I was with Matt. He told me that I was going to die soon, so I should probably call my mom and people to say goodbye. So I did, crying really hard the whole time. My mom didn’t know why I was crying so hard… and I remember Matt being like “Ssh, how bout you go to sleep. By the time you’d wake up, you’ll be dead, and you won’t have to worry about it and stress yourself out over it.” I, crying hard still, laid down to try to sleep. In the end, I didn’t die. I remember at some point Hell opened up a portal and tried to suck me in. Matt closed the portal and saved me. I also remember a man in a mask, who was either coming for me or I worked for him, I don’t know… I remember a guy saying “yeah, he wears the mask to show his commitment” (because the mask made it hard to breathe…
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Post by ShutterBug on Apr 1, 2008 10:06:41 GMT -5
Right well I had another weird one....
I was on a cruise ship that you lived on. There was no balcony on my room but a door to go out and there was a gap between the wall and the floor. I complained and got a new room. I went to the work out area and got on the machine. I had a big glass of fruit juice (which felt very important at the time). These guys were trying to talk to me but I was like "No, I need to get my fruit juice!"
and then I woke up...
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