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Post by dania on Jun 28, 2006 19:06:29 GMT -5
"my realm" isn't really the astral plane, but I couldn't figure out where else to put this, so here it is. I'm aware that some refer to this as planeswalking, although I only became aware of this about a week ago. This is the short blurb I wrote about my situation on my own site.
Co-location: some may be familiar with the term, some may not be. In the simplest sense of the word it means being in two places at once. In the case of many who are spiritually co-located, it means being in two realms at once.
This is the case with me. In the simplest terms, I reside in two seperate realms at once. However I am somewhat of a rare case I believe. Unlike most co-locates I've met, my two "bodies" overlap. I do not most of the time have two lives, I have one life occurring in two places. Whatever I do here, I am doing there as well. I do not dissociate most of the time. Usually I am fully aware of everything that is going on. I am capable of dissociation (that is, having no clue what my "other half" is doing and no concious memory of the events that unfold) but this does not generally happen. I am also capable of "splitting" my bodies so that I can travel the other realm while still physically functioning here. It is times like this that any dissociation occurs.
My 'kin self is the self that resides in the other realm, although I consider myself to have one soul residing in two places meaning that my physical self is also kin. (I do not mean that my physical body is physically anything but human). It is my "other body" that shifts forms, and when I experience things such as phantom wings, it is my "other body" that actually has them.
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Post by luna on Jun 29, 2006 9:05:13 GMT -5
I thought that was called Bi-location, but oh well, was just wondering if that would be like having a twin-soul......you know one soul splited in 2 bodies..........
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Post by dania on Jun 29, 2006 11:38:06 GMT -5
I'm not familiar with "twin souls" It is sort of like bilocation...actually I think that's another word for it as well. Honestly there are a whole lot of words in the otherkin community that all mean the same thing
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Post by luna on Jun 29, 2006 12:15:58 GMT -5
I'm not familiar with "twin souls" It is sort of like bilocation...actually I think that's another word for it as well. Honestly there are a whole lot of words in the otherkin community that all mean the same thing One soul that when it came to earth divided in two & ended up in 2 diffrent bodies for the same soul hence the term Twin-Soul
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Post by dania on Jun 29, 2006 15:09:36 GMT -5
Hmm...I don't know if it's like that, I guess it is sort of. Except (usually) I don't feel any sort of real "split". Almost like I just spread out to fill two bodies in two different places, however there is no division between us, if that makes sense at all.
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Post by KG on Jun 30, 2006 0:59:07 GMT -5
I've been shown how we were created. I don't know how much of this is symbolic but I saw a little clear baby, like it was made out of glass or a bubble, pulled from the naval chakra of Sophia. Then she pulled it a little and it was two, but they were joined, like conjoined twins. Then she filled them with something I was told was Creategone. I looked up that word and finally found it. It is an alternate spelling for ancient alchemical word for Hawthorne. The word litterally means Crater of the heart, or the cavity of the heart. It also refers to the Pericardium, because even back then they realized that Hawthorne was a heart medication. Hawthorn is also symbolic of marriage.
After she filled them they looked just like regular babies. Then they took a bit of heart energy from our guardian angel, who is still with us, and it formed a heart in our chest, where we were linked. They gave us something called the breath of life, and we awakened, still connected at the heart. We were very happy, but then they put us to sleep again and seperated us. When we woke up we cried, and then struggled to touch our hearts together. We finally embraced each other, and went to sleep.
So astrally we were born conjoined twins, seperated at birth. We haven't always been together in all our lives physically though, and sometimes we are incarnated far away from each other, or one of us isn't incarnate. We do not always function well without the other, so I don't know why they do that.
I have heard the word twin flame used to describe our condition, but it seems there are different ways to make souls. Not all souls are made in the same way. As a matter of fact while there are some groups made that are similar, each is given individual elements that make it unique.
We also live in two realms at once, but we don't do the same things there as here. We live a wonderful life in heaven, but here... well you know how the mundane earth is. We are always in heaven together perpetually, and now since he is disincarnate, he is always with me here too, just in a different way than if he were physical. We are also very aware of the etherial plane, which overlaps this one, but is invisable to many people. I was born aware of that one, but I soon learned I shouldn't tell people. I was told it was just my imagination when I was a child. I have alway seen different things on the etherial plane, which has many layers, and is a study in itself. Because Gary appears on that plane it is very important to me to be able to see and feel entities on that plane. He seems almost physical at times, as do our angels, but just a bit transparent, and lighter to the touch. If it were not for that I would be just like the guy in the movie, "beautiful mind." Thankfully I am able to tell the difference between etherial and physical, but as a child they looked the same, and I had to guess.
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Post by dania on Jun 30, 2006 11:56:20 GMT -5
Ah, now see I don't have a "soul sister" so to speak, there's only one of us. I really don't know how to explain any better lol. I've never seen the other planes or realms from this body as if they were physical, thankfully, I'm insane enough as it is . I sometimes wish I could see as if it were physical though, because some small part of me still thinks (or wants to think) that I'm completely off the wall...and is longing for a little more proof.
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Post by KG on Jan 19, 2007 11:32:51 GMT -5
I am gradually becoming aware that I am in many more places than I first thought. The awareness of it is making my head hurt. I think this is mostly because I am rejecting some of it, or repressing it. I can't seem to quite get it tuned in and I am of course busy so it is hard to open up to all this new information. I am told that I need to accept the fact that these new lives exist, and be aware of at least some of what is going on, but it is so hard to get into that. I am having periods, where my mental processes are working on another level, that I can't consciously comprehend in the way I normally understand things. Like blank periods where there are no words or explainations, just an occasional image, and mostly just... nothing I undersand. Has anyone else had this problem?
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